Are you the fucker i am talking about? If you think you fucking are, then you are. Fuck all these troubles and problems in my life.
I know life IS A BED OF ROSES. & do you know why it is a bed of roses? because on the surface it looks so goddammit perfect but there are hidden thorns in it. The thorns are all these fucking problems.
Yes i am whining/ complaining. Don’t wanna read it? Then don’t.
But seriously, what’s the use of blogging? don’t tell me it’s to pen down your own thoughts and experience for your own purpose. Fuck that. If you don’t want others to know about the problems, then don’t fucking post it. If you don’t want others to dig up your painful memories, then don’t post it. If you don’t want others to ask you about the problems, THEN DON’T FUCKING POST IT.
Whatever. The root of the problem is me, I caused all these troubles. Yeah, so if you want to kill me, go ahead. No fucking body will stop you.
I don’t want war; I want peace
I don’t want him; I want you.
I don’t want hate; I want love.
I don’t want flaws; I want perfection.
You want it, but you can’t have it. You can’t have it, that’s why you want it.